Tuesday, January 26, 2010

What's On My Mind...


"For I have learned how to be content (satisfied to the point where I am not disturbed or disquieted) in whatever state I am." ~ Philippians 4:11

Today, I am making the decision to enjoy the journey. In my life...I often become preoccupied with the "planned destination", forgetting the consequence of a "fast-pace" day. All it takes to begin is ~ a choice...a deliberate decision. After all, what will matter at the end of this journey?
What will matter is not what I bought but what I built...not what I got but what I gave.
What will matter is not my success but my significance...not my competence but my character.
Enjoying the journey doesn't happen by accident. It's not a matter of circumstance...but of choice.
Today, I'm reminded to live each day as though God is constantly paying attention...
...because he is.
Yesterday morning…while I was getting ready for the day, Lilee was rambling on about, well…everything she could think of. About the time I think she’s about to wrap it up…she shifts her focus. She then begins to share a little wish (one that I’m choosing not to share…so I can keep it close to my heart). We both giggle.
Instead of taking the wheel of her little wish (which I often, as her mom, feel the need to direct the sails) something made me take a step back. So, I tell her…“Pray about it Lilee, and tell Jesus what your hoping for”, thinking she would simply include that in her prayer before bed tonight. I was wrong…
A few minutes went by and as I’m walking down the hall, I see her…kneeling at the foot of her bed…
…hands folded, eyes closed, head up…whispering her prayer.
I knew then…God was reminding me to step back and enjoy the moments…the journey…this life. By doing so, I allow Him to reveal His grace…uncovering moments that I'm normally too preoccupied to see.

1 comment:

Gramee said...

Just wait...till she grows up and has you a little Lilee and you look at her and say...there is something very spiritual and special about this little one...can't put your finger on it but...this little one is called of GOD....
The feeling and emotions are not explainable!!!All Gramee can say is...God told me so...the day she was born!!!!! Thanks for sharing! These are the moments and memories...NO ONE can ever steal...Cherish every second!!!