Is there any other pregnant women out there that are about 6 months along...and feel like they belong at Sea World? Well....I can't help it. I've always been amazed at women that can go their entire pregnancy feeling beautiful and loving their very pregnant bodies. I, on the other hand, feel like Shamu. Hey...I guess when we go to the beach in three weeks I'll fit right in with the other mama whales.
Now don't misunderstand me... I feel extremely blessed to have this baby, and would do what ever it took to get him here...healthy and happy. I guess I'm just trying reeeeeally hard to find the humor in my ever expanding butt, rather than be depressed about it. And the boobs...well, lets just say they've become the size of two individual planets. Uuuuuugh! And what's with the stuff that hangs over the back of my pants, that has replaced any sign of a waistline? Not to mention, everything I put on is super tight and constricting...always on the verge of no longer fitting. Oh...and fact that my legs will no longer comfortably stay together when sitting down due to my belly...well that's just the best part (eye roll).
My very encouraging, wonderful husband says it's beautiful (ummm yea, ok...as I roll my eyes again). He's been so sweet and supportive. But, it's kind-of difficult to accept things like..."Awww, honey...that's just part of being pregnant. I think it's beautiful." from someone who has lost about 15 pounds and continues to get thinner and more fit, as I get more and more plump.
Anyways...I just had to get that off my chest. I feel better when I'm able to vent about things...rather than keep them all pent up. Express NOT repress, right?? So now I think I'll go eat another chocolate cupcake.
Uuuugh...is it October yet???
Definitely not the best pic, but my Lilee Boo took these next few,
so I had to show off her photography skills.
She said she wanted a picture with her baby brother and
had seen me set up the camera on my tripod. I set the timer and showed her which button to push.
"Don't move Mom", then she tippy-toed over just in time.
Still...even with all the "chocolate covered chubby feelings"...I can not wait to meet this baby boy.
2 comments:
I think you look beautiful! Can't wait to see this handsome lil fella and see him and E together!!! I love all four of you so much and miss you bunches!!!
You are beautiful! Always have been, always will be!
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